Wondered when we thought we were not one - when did we actually leave the tribe of all? When did we consider ourselves small, cut off and therefore go into our own cocoon to protect what needed protecting? The moon is large, free and generous all the time - although she passes through her phases she does not attempt to veil her full truth all the time - she just is one lunar day after another. We all change over a cycle of life - but sometimes we are in perpetual hiding - not wanting to show that which is sore, painful. I know that my feelings of jealousy do not want to actually utter themselves - are frightened to be alive and seen - and yet in the eyes of love they are met and can be without hurting people - without being the monster I let it be when I stay silent. This monstrous part of ourselves - wants to be let out, seen and heard - and able to look after itself because it finally can actually be. There is nothing wrong with the shadows in us. There is nothing worth judging on the outside - acting the judge on the inside. All belongs - of course it does! There is no junkyard universe where we can put all our shit bits - this doesn’t exist though we fill our prisons, our hospitals, our dumps of refuse and the discarded - whole countries in fact - thinking we can put out of sight what wants and must eventually be seen. This experiment of ruthless individual capitalism is dying and in its place a new world of gift and mutual sharing arising - as banks and governments repossess through new laws things they can never own. We move ourselves into a love economy like the one we are working on in our own souls. The things we manufacture - have their basis in our hearts - where our creation starts. So we feed our bodies as best we can. I will douse myself in the ocean - clean my nostrils, make kraut and see if I can get freer from my own limited giving - and in the meanwhile you and I are shoring up nothing as we prepare to part for a season - as we give more love to each other for no outcome expectation. We are all in this together and it shows - one way or the other.