SOC Writings_ 10th October 2020

Decisive Action

 The soul it is said responds to decisive action – like it adds its golden waters to that which you orchestrate in your own life. You cannot sit idly by and ask the soul to do your work for you, but, however, the soul is masterful at augmenting any action you do take. Move into that which you do not understand – just move – it is incredible how the universe meets you, how you will be buoyed up by some unknown force – how she ‘gots you’ and then keep it up. The forest is full of turns – ways off the path – distractions – but your horizon beckons – that hill line there is just the beginning – you can cross mountains – you’ve done it before. Its not as if this is your first time and yet there is something more significant at this moment - like you want to get it right – end up on the right mountain peak, in the country at least you were aiming for. And I go back to what do I actually really want? A home among the garden and farm? A space of love overseas? Giving my gift and growing old with my children? The getting of the vision feels like the biggest part of the battle - when the urge inside is larger than the doubt. The integration of all of me is also waiting in the wings. Fly over and look at how far you have come – your mapped life is a beauty to behold – from womb till now the golden you remains – there was no doubt about your value ever – but hidden, hidden in darkness is you treasure and you are rising to the surface – to live what you know to be true – or what the world senses in you more than you sense alone. Alone in yourself you feel into the cavernous you – places, spaces, unnamed, uncharted because you have always lived on the outside – for the others – sensing into their needs, their requirement – chameleon - looking to stay safe in the child’s world. Now, upon a time comes this starry sky and your childhood wonderment is once more lit – alive, alight – the fight in you ignites to complete the work long begun in you.