Sensual Delicious Being

SOC Writing 30 May 2020

Sensual Delicious Being       

Step one, walk in, Step two, be you, Step three look for freedom, Step five, be alive, Step six, be a trickster, Step seven – find just a little bit of heaven here and now in this place, this action, this EXPERIENCE. So much about the immediate experience. Yes – the way the light is on my eye, her hands on my body, yes. Do you really feel into that?! Lean into the actual happening  - all the things firing off in you, fruiting in you – the bloom and becoming of this very moment. Pleasure and pain – crunching and writhing – and the release – the perfect pitch of her hands, not too much – but then I allow the deeper break – below the surface into what’s really there for me – opening up – past wounds, traumas – the complete suit of my birthday – opening before me – my life strung out into pieces – the package coming back together. This this-ness – the really still point of the delicious undertaking of my life in microscopic view – my mind the capture machine of the wide, wild array – plug me in baby! This ride is electric, eccentric, endo – in and replete with tender aliveness. This is what I live for, to feel. Feel, feel deeply into all things in me and around me – the dance – her feet, her hands – that moment of one-ness- then of two-ness. Step back, twirl around, come back together and now what’s there for me, for us? Ever new coming back around again, the star slingshot halo comet coming in that wild arc of light piecing my sight – here she comes again. And over and over it goes. The program never had an end point in mind – but expansion and building new – like the corals – ever cities – larger than themselves – moving on the backs of their ancestors to new grounds – columns of water unfelt. The day has come where we must admit our unique place in the cosmos – right now – build a city for our children to come.