a way in

SOC Writing _ 28.10.21

A way in

A way to begin - a way to stay - a way to put behind me fears that no longer allay - your purpose - your love, your wonder is what is in front of me - I won’t fuck around - I want you. And in that wanting a strength girdles - a motive clearer - Just own it - the longing, the wanting - the taking - the clarity when the fear has gone - I want you - all of me - all of you - hasn’t gone anywhere - has grown - taken full hold of me while you were away and now I make this ring, a ring for you and for the future of my love - not a clasp but a life centred bone - a place that can go back to earth - can call to blood stone. Can be made a temple of. And you are just wondrous - clothed in light - clothed in everything that you are dear. How are you my dear? What ails you? What buoys you, love? In the trembling I can be so self absorbed - but in the water and shaking I remember - remember that you matter - your needs matter and I am here to serve you - just as I serve myself - a paltry offering perhaps - but really, really I long to serve you on bended knee - kissing you up in a tree - in a lonely place - full of people, I am here and I am looking now into your eyes with power and love - looking for you - wherever you are - I will always look and long for who you are to me - a thousand times over - you have my heart - have my body - embrace my soul - fall thickly over me and cover me till I am still - till I am completely yours and not a piece of me remains untouched. God, what is this thrall? What is this tender power surging through to page - uttering from the roof tops: this here, my love, my sage queen, I love you through.