Take off

SOC Writing _ 15.10.21

Take off

And land straight away - the wind has taken you around the world and here again - I drift - currents a lonely place to exist - but in the ether - there is something to be found. My own adoration of my heart - when you can look in the mirror and truly say I love you - see in your own eyes - the prodigal son returning home - it is a  re - turn - ing - not a fixed juncture - not place of permanent arrival - but as always - an arriving - to the close and closer parts - to the density of words, layer upon layer of truth - the hard won miracle that your work has brought to life - a life's work in front of you - don't die now - just before the fun really begins - you truly are to be happy - to find joy in her and the children - to keep letting go but enjoying the pleasure of your heart breaking - opening - throbbing with the joy of connection. You’re more than you ever thought possible - in all the endless oceans of time - your one, precious, primordial love has set something free. Is floating and generating a surf that your life can glide upon - can be truly in tune with - feel anchored in a belief that no longer looks to others heroics - your true - one energy - pieced together and pierced at the side - milk and honey - blood and water - and a maternity ward for your child’s fingers to be clung too - for in the end - a return to the beginning - and feel the fire of the angel blasting through this pilgrim disciple - I am nothing. I am yours.